I haven’t been on this in forever and so much has changed. For one I can say I really did love someone and would have done anything for them. But I couldn’t stay in the situation I was in. As much as I loved them I couldn’t wait to finally be commited to. I was ready to dedicate myself, despite what everyone else told me. You meant the most. You still do. I miss you. But I have to keep telling myself that this was for the best. Even though this hurts and feels unbearable and I just want to call you and make it better. This is for the best.